It is your purporse to use your energy wisely.
This is why you exist. You are a being , that flows with energy and can focus this energy via aimed awareness. You are the creator, and in the whole universe there is nothing worse than being born into a contrast-rich environment, that awakens many desires , to then block the energy, so that it can not flow into the manifestation of your wishes.
Like that life really is wasted.
Think not of the amount to be accomplished, the difficulties to be overcome, or the end to be attained, but set earnestly at the little task at your elbow, letting that be sufficient for the day. ~Sir William Osler